I Need Aftercare (and boyfriend)
I had just gotten done in the bathroom when I hear the knock. I hurriedly threw my clothes off, and grabbed the clothespins and put one on each nipple and knelt at the door with my hands behind my head. I told him to come in. He came in and chided me for taking too long to tell him to come in. He grabbed me by my hair and dragged me to the living room. I knelt before him as he sat on the couch. He twisted the clothespins on my nipples causing me to wince. He kissed me and then told me to go get my bag of toys and something for a blindfold.
I did that and came back. He blindfolded me and then threw me over his knees. He spanked my ass with his hand and ruler until I was moaning. Then had me kneel in front of him again, with my hands behind my head. He then proceeded to use various implements to hit/bruise and in general torture my breasts and nipple. First it was the ruler, then a paddle, and then the crop. It was all I could do to bear it.
Then he ordered me to get on my back and spread my legs. Then he found my oversized dildo. You see, I don't use this dildo very often. But I do like it for those occasions when I want a very full, stretched feeling. I'd never actually had it used ON me. So CG put some lube on it and worked it in me. Then he started fucking me with it. That was just intense. I really didn't like it because it kept hitting my cervix, but he kept doing it anyway and I just felt totally fucked. I don't cum from just fucking so, he told me to hold the dildo in me and rub my clit. He then started playing with my tits again. Slapping them, pinching them.... But he wasn't too impressed with my masturbation and went for the Eroscillator. On the clit. On the high setting. It was so intense. I did beg for him to stop. And begged. And begged.
Eventually he did stop and pulled me to my knees again and had me suck his cock. MMm. I sucked his cock for a long time and then he had me get on top of him and ride his cock so he could play with and torture my tits. The look on CG's face as he pinched my nipples until I was whimpering with pain was so erotic. Knowing that my pain was turning him on just made it so intense.
Afterward, we stayed in bed for a few minutes. Then he got up and cleaned up and came back in a said he had to get going. Why? He had to go to the store to get some electronic gadget for his computer. So I was left there alone in my 'subspace' high. It didn't take too long for me to come crashing down. Usually I just end up getting really cold and shivering a lot. This time I just got very emotional. I felt really vulnerable and just really used (and not in a good way). I think aftercare is necessary and I didn't get any. I just felt this emotional void that had me on the verge of tears for the rest of the day.
I finally decided to email him and ask him if he had any intention or desire to get to know me as a person or if he just wanted to fuck around with me with nothing more. I still haven't heard back. So I guess that answers that question.